‘Yes, she’s dead!’ I answered, checking my sobs and drying my cheeks. ‘Gone to heaven, I hope; where we may, every one, join her, if we take due warning and leave our evil ways to follow good!’ ‘Did SHE take due warning, then?’ asked Heathcliff, attempting a sneer. ‘Did she die like a saint? Come, give me a true history of the event. How did – ?’
He endeavoured to pronounce the name, but could not manage it; and compressing his mouth he held a silent combat with his inward agony, defying, meanwhile, my sympathy with an unflinching, ferocious stare. ‘How did she die?’ he resumed, at last – fain, notwithstanding his hardihood, to have a support behind him; for, after the struggle, he trembled, in spite of himself, to his very finger-ends.
‘Poor wretch!’ I thought; ‘you have a heart and nerves the same as your brother men! Why should you be anxious to conceal them? Your pride cannot blind God! You tempt him to wring them, till he forces a cry of humiliation.’
‘Quietly as a lamb!’ I answered, aloud. ‘She drew a sigh, and stretched herself, like a child reviving, and sinking again to sleep; and five minutes after I felt one little pulse at her heart, and nothing more!’
‘And – did she ever mention me?’ he asked, hesitating, as if he dreaded the answer to his question would introduce details that he could not bear to hear.
‘Her senses never returned: she recognised nobody from the time you left her,’ I said. ‘She lies with a sweet smile on her face; and her latest ideas wandered back to pleasant early days. Her life closed in a gentle dream – may she wake as kindly in the other world!’
‘May she wake in torment!’ he cried, with frightful vehemence, stamping his foot, and groaning in a sudden paroxysm of ungovernable passion. ‘Why, she’s a liar to the end! Where is she? Not THERE – not in heaven – not perished – where? Oh! you said you cared nothing for my sufferings! And I pray one prayer – I repeat it till my tongue stiffens – Catherine Earnshaw, may you not rest as long as I am living; you said I killed you – haunt me, then! The murdered DO haunt their murderers, I believe. I know that ghosts HAVE wandered on earth. Be with me always – take any form – drive me mad! only DO not leave me in this abyss, where I cannot find you! Oh, God! it is unutterable! I CANNOT live without my life! I CANNOT live without my soul!’
He dashed his head against the knotted trunk; and, lifting up his eyes, howled, not like a man, but like a savage beast being goaded to death with knives and spears. I observed several splashes of blood about the bark of the tree, and his hand and forehead were both stained; probably the scene I witnessed was a repetition of others acted during the night.
the most spine chilling love story i have ever read
Indeed. The tale has never left my heart and mind, alone, peaceful. Heathcliff’s love is what a love!
Omg now I want to read it even more desperately! 😭💜
This part of the story is my most favourite. I have it marked in the book and at times, skim through to just this, and read it over and over again. It is sad and beautiful, all at once. Have you read it, dear?
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It is quite beautiful and sadly I have no time to read it since I have my exams right now.
But I’m really keen on reading it, now more than ever 🙂💜
Oh well, all in good time, dearest. Good luck!
I just bought & gave my daughter, Jane Eyre. A story my mom loved, passed to me & now I to my daughter. I never read this one, by Emily, but I really should. Thanks for sharing Asha!💕🌻
Only last month I read Jane Eyre and sorry to say, Anne, but was so disappointed. But that is because I went in with such high expectations, what with the million raving reviews and all.
I couldn’t help but keep comparing it with WH; I know I shouldn’t have, they are two very different books, and yet I couldn’t stop myself. WH feels so full in itself, absolutely flawless. Jane Eyre, I felt lacked something, something I can’t put a finger to, but was looking for.
Do read WH and tell me if you liked it too, Anne?
I will. Glad I read it young with no expectations and nothing to judge it on or compare it to. I’ll be sure to tell you once I do😊.
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That indeed is one of the best things – for your mind to not keep mentally making a note of what’s good and what’s bad against something else.
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