There is this song that makes me miss you so much.
The song I speak of is Alone by Alan Walker. I do not know who’s the singer. But something is different about the music. It takes me to a place I so want to be. And I know that place is nowhere. Because no matter where I go, no matter where I wish to be, you’re not going to be there. But this song fills me with such hope, with such longing, and maybe, that’s why I like it so much.
This song makes me want to feel like it never happened. What if I could still just call you on the phone and talk about random things or say things that would tick you off and hear you release a fit of rage? What if, it was like, before that Monday after which you slipped through the sands of time, forever?
It’s close to two years. I stumble past that fact in every step I take, like a bumper it is always in my way. I do not know if it is chasing me. So persistent, so persuasive. It’s hard to believe it’s been that long. Where have these 2 years gone? Can someone show me where those days lie dormant, now that they are done torturing me?
Parents never leave their children. Their soul always remain with them.
You’re gonna live forever in me by John Mayer, is the song I listen to when I miss someone I lost last year. I purposely play that song, even though it makes me cry everytime, even with the torture and the pain , the grief.. it’s because I want to. Even though missing our loved ones, saddens us, it’s what we’ll do.. I hope you find the strength to live through it.
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